LiViN' iN tHiS wOrLd Of MiNe... http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com can you lived with me in this world... just the two of us..", i've loved you each and everyday of my life... now i don't know what to do... so lonely and feelling numb... Wed, 03 Sep 2008 18:56:36 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.2 en getting over… http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/07/getting-over/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/07/getting-over/#comments Tue, 01 Jul 2008 11:18:36 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/07/getting-over/ E2hmm… at last i’m 101% okay… when i heard somethings that she did with someone else., i laugh and laugh and laugh… my vacation let me realize the things that I’m doing while I’m having my practicum… Most of the time is was awesome and good., but sometimes i waste my time just for her… NARINIG KO NA ANG LATEST..!!! sabi nga sa akin ni sir EMAN "BAKIT IKAMAMATAY KO BA KUNG MAWAWALA SIYA" at ang famous phrase niya " I"LL SUMMON ALL MY FORCES AND PULVERIZE THEM"… hahaha *chaka* da best talaga..!!! (housekeeping roomcheck)… hehehehe

The SAND taught me

one thing…

You can’t hold too

many things.  no

matter what you do to

make them stay, and

no matter how much

they want to stay, the

wind will always blow

them away.

so learn to let go and

choose carefully

which you want to

stay, because like the

sand, only those

which are in the

center of your palm

will last…

]]> http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/07/getting-over/feed/ i have no title… to confused!!!! http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/06/i-have-no-title-to-confused/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/06/i-have-no-title-to-confused/#comments Sun, 01 Jun 2008 11:43:26 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/06/i-have-no-title-to-confused/ E7 i don’t know what will i do… i’m still in the stage of forgetting somebody whom once i can say became a part of my life, even in a short span of time she put laughter, joy, and pains into my life… hahahaha but now im angry for what she is doing… i’ve done my part.. i advice her as a friend not as a lover but she’s not listening to me. what can i do??? * kung baga sobra sobra na ginawa ko pero ako pa ngaun ang _____* maybe i can forget her as soon im done na here sa hotel and pasukan na nila.. hmm i have 3 days left and soon the feeling will be gone.. i hope so…

" i wish forgetting my feelings for someone was very easy as digging a hole in the backyard, burying it there, and leaving a cross over it to remind me of how beautiful it once was.

but it could never be

like that…

the truth is,

forgetting these feelings, is much like digging my very own grave and burying myself alive…"

                                              aei-jay

]]> http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/06/i-have-no-title-to-confused/feed/ soul searchin’ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/03/soul-searchin/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/03/soul-searchin/#comments Thu, 13 Mar 2008 09:39:01 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/03/soul-searchin/ E5I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I’ve fallen down and I can’t do
this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we’ll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it
be without you?

I am nothing now and it’s been so long
Since I’ve heard the sound, the sound of
my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we’ll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it
be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
(It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
(Please don’t go now, please don’t fade
away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please
don’t go now, please don’t fade away)

(Please don’t go now, please don’t fade
away) My heart is yours
(Please don’t go now, please don’t fade
away) My heart is yours
(Please don’t go, please don’t fade away)
(Please don’t go now, please don’t fade
away) My heart is…

                                             – angel_bunch08–

]]> http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2008/03/soul-searchin/feed/ i’m Hurt deep inside http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2007/11/im-hurt-deep-inside/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2007/11/im-hurt-deep-inside/#comments Wed, 28 Nov 2007 05:51:37 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2007/11/im-hurt-deep-inside/ i don’t know what to do with this feeling

everytime i see her, i can’t let go the love

eventhough i’m hurt deep inside…

i want to bring the past back coz now everything has change…

i want the old her, i’m doing my best to be the real me…

i love you and i don’t wanna loose you…

]]> http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2007/11/im-hurt-deep-inside/feed/ emo_love http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2007/01/emo_love/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2007/01/emo_love/#comments Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:47:13 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2007/01/emo_love/ Haay, paano ko ba sasabihin sau na mahal kita.

hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko… pag kasama kita sana

2migil na ang oras, anong ligaya ang nararamdaman ko…

ikaw lang ang nasa isip ko, hindi ka ba napapagod????

damn, i cant sleep pag hindi ka nagtxt ng "gudnyt" waaaaa…..

pasencia na mahina ang loob ko sa ganyan eh, kaya hindi ko alam

kung paano sasabihin sau… kung pwede lang makita kita araw araw at makasama…

lahat naman ng gusto mo ay gusto ko rin, parehas tau ng hilig…

isa lang ang tanong ko sayo "may mahal ka na bang iba" sana hindi pa

ako huli, ikaw ang gusto ko makasama, makapiling… sa panaginip ko ikaw

nandoon… pangako ko sa aking sarili ikaw ang huli kong mamahalin…

ISA LANG ANG MASASABI KO MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA!!!!    sana mapakinggan

mu ang hiling ng puso ko….

(//_T) crying EMO!!!

                                —–AEI-JAY—–Love_emo

]]> http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2007/01/emo_love/feed/ THE SIMPLIEST SONG FOR YOU http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/12/the-simpliest-song-for-you/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/12/the-simpliest-song-for-you/#comments Sun, 10 Dec 2006 09:39:53 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/12/the-simpliest-song-for-you/ Funny how I fell for you
From the day you caught my eye
And my life has never been the same
Since the day I saw your smile

As you shine above everyone
You stand out from the crowd
Somehow I can’t find the words to say
You’re indescribable
You sweep me off my feet
Every time you smile at me
At me… (at me)
At me… (at me)

You light my way
You always take my breath away
You set me free
When every time you smile at me

There’s this feeling that I can’t hide
That I couldn’t get enough of you
I can’t deny
I’m mesmerized
By the beauty of your smile

Coz you knock me off my feet
Every time you smile at me
At me
At me (at me)
                                                   –AEI-JAY–

]]> http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/12/the-simpliest-song-for-you/feed/ first love http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/first-love/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/first-love/#comments Wed, 16 Aug 2006 11:29:00 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/first-love/ Www_creep_ru_0850Saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor ga shita
Niga kutte settsu na iikaori
Ashita no ima goro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dare ka tou mata koi ni ochitemo
I’ll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii rabu songgu (love song)
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachi domaru jikan ga
Ugoki dasoutto shiteru
Wasure takunai kotobakari
Ashita no ima goro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no bashou ga aru kara
I hope that i have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii rabu songgu (love song)
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dare ka tou mata koi ni ochitemo
I’ll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii rabu songgu (love song)
Now and forever with you

                                                               ", 12—

]]> http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/first-love/feed/ I need you http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/i-need-you/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/i-need-you/#comments Wed, 16 Aug 2006 11:16:32 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/i-need-you/ Kenshin_1 I don’t need a lot of things,
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring,
I’ve always needed something
But i’ve got all i want
When it comes to loving you
You’re my only reason,
You’re my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You’re the hope that moves me
To courage again
You’re the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it’s so amazing
’cause that’s just how you are
And i can’t turn back now
’cause you’ve brought me too far

                                                

]]> http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/i-need-you/feed/ strike or home run… http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/strike-or-home-run/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/strike-or-home-run/#comments Wed, 16 Aug 2006 11:04:54 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/strike-or-home-run/ EvangelionHere goes again….

hmm i thought it was infatuation

but as time goes by i’m fallin

inlove with her, each day my heart

beats the only words it say is your name…

i’m afraid to tell you coz i’m afraid that

you will reject me, eventhough I knew deep

inside my heart that you accept me whatever i am

i’m afraid to fall inlove again coz till now i remember

my past., can you help me to continue this fillin

without any hesitation, coz only you can change my past

and my future..

i feel lonely and blue when we dont have communication

the text message, i miss everyday., you dont even

bother to say hi., i know that you are busy now..,

but when i had a chance, i will prove it to you that my

LOVE was so true…

 

                                               —c0nnecticut—

]]> http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/strike-or-home-run/feed/ wala lang… http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/wala-lang/ http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/wala-lang/#comments Sat, 05 Aug 2006 07:45:23 +0000 boyzbeat1217 http://boyzbeat1217.blog.friendster.com/2006/08/wala-lang/ Kinukumpleto mo ang araw ko
Sa tuwing inaaway mo
Pag gising sa umaga
Mukha mo ang nakita
Wala pang nagawa naka simangot na

At pag sapit ng gabi
Tampo lalong lumalaki
Ang gusto ko lambingan
Ngunit may unan na namamagitan

Ang almusal ay sigawan
Ang hapunan natin ay tampuhan
Ang merienda pagdududa

Pero mahal kita
Wala ng hahanapin pang iba
Handa akong mag tiis
Kahit na away away away na to

Nahuli lang ng ilang minuto
Di na kikibo
Na trapik lang sa kanto
Di naman gwapo
Naisip mo agad nang chicks ako

Simple lng naman
Ang pinag-mulan
Pinahaba ang usapan
Di naman kailangan
Mahabang away nanaman

Kahit na sabihin
Na naliligo ka sa sampay
Di mo masasabi
Na hindi kita minamahal
Ang daming mong babae
Wala ka pang trabaho
Ngunit kahit ganun
Ay nandito lang ako
Nandito lang ako

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